see my dear you are ben negative in this time and you seem to have everything to be happy keep confidence in yourself and hope and you will be happy xxxx
the doors of silence open the doors of my conscience is when mistrust over my life filled with suffering appears there is no ordinance at least that's what I think I lose confidence I wait for deliverance I know that no sense this inner
evil will eventually lead me to my last home and I am still waiting for this hour when my heart will stop beating and all this crying will be heard and I will remain in many hearts from where I will hope to know the happiness that I could not find on earth I lost the war sorry father for not having been up to the task.
